Archive for June, 2007

Bring me your tired… your poor… your miserable bastards … your trash…. your scum.. your worthless excuseses for human beings.. let me covet them.. and except them as worthless scars on society.. make excuses for their sins… and welcome them with open arms when they steal and cause diress to those whom provide them with free shelter..

Let them remind you how much of a failure their parents were … the inability to teach morals.. good judgement… instead .. fill their heads with tricks of how to deciet and use those whom provide for you…. steal from them .. and laugh in their face when confronted..

Let them be reminded it was their own decision to let this trash into their homes…. it was them whom wish to allow it to continue… be it the church and religion you have sworn to live by all be flushed down the drain and into gush into the river of hyprocracy..

let’s not work towards true peace and harmony in our own home .. with our own children … instead lets use it as an illusion to blanket the chaos you so find yourself comfortable living in..

When you bark of religion.. and the word of the lord .. remember it shall fall upon deaf ears as it has for several years… all you stand for … all you represent … means nothing in the eyes of those you call friends… family … followers of your blinded and shameful faith.

There is a plaque on the statue of liberty that reads…

“Give me your tired, your poor,
Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free,
The wretched refuse of your teeming shore.
Send these, the homeless, tempest-tost to me,
I lift my lamp beside the golden door!” From the poem “The New Colossus By Emma Lazarus

Welcoming people from all over the world and promising refuge and a better life from whence they came. This poem and the statue have meant so much to millions of immigrants and continues to do so to this day…My question is …Can we get a mini statue for our front lawn? I mean seriously they let anybody stay here. Yes, my family and I are also here, but come on!!! Never knew you took the poem so seriously! There is never a shortage of retards here in the home for wayward retards. You’d think they would want their privacy…but i guess that is low on the priority list. Get a smaller house and then you wont have room for all the idiots!!!

They were out on the back deck until after 1am this mornin. I tried to ask (as nicely as I could) ,seeing as to I was woken up at least three times in an hour and a half, them to keep it down…but apparently I was unimportant. They both sleep on the couch…I will parade by both of them while they are sleeping and turn on lights and make lots of noise right before they are supposed to awaken. Or just slather their eyebrows with Nair while they sleep !!! HEE HEE HEE *evil laugh…sinister music*oh well

I once heard someone tell me that every generation thinks they have it worse than the one before them. But is it true?!? We as parents in this day and age think so…kids face so much more evil in our world. Drugs were around when we were little, but they were saved for the degenerates and lowlifes. Sex was also being had, but the internet made opprngraphy something we knew little about(hopefully). Abductions happened but never were they as publicized. we are a nation in fear…and we are passing that along to our children. I too never told my mom where I was going or when I would be back…sometimes I would leave a 8am and not come home til the streetlights came on. I would ride my bike ten miles away. But we lived in a small town and it gave us a false sense of security. I remember when I was 4 and my sister was 6 or 7 and we would walk a 1/2 mile (crossing a busy highway) with our little red wagon to go to the dairy. I wouldnt let a 12 year old walk that far without having someone I trusted follow them, or having peple along the route to call me and tell me when they passed. It scares me to think what this world will be like for my grandkids. And what my daughter will have to face as a parent. The amber alerts and all the media coverage is a good thing in a way…it gets information out there at a critical time to try and return these kids safely…but I have to wonder if this doesn’t just serve as incentive to get rid of the kid quickly. That way there is less evidence and it is easier to have an alibi. Are we helping these lost kids? Or are we encouraging their demise?

I think we should make a new law that states when someone kills a child (or any person for that matter) we get to kill their child in front of them…or let’s say Ami was killed by a creep like that…I should get to kill someone they love in front of them. Then they go to death row having to see their loved one dying in ntheir head all the time. Then we get to put a lethal dose of whatever in their arm and wait while they die slowly. too harsh ya think? maybe…but I’m sure it would only take a dozen or so and the crime rate would drop. At least that is how it works in my head!

A few years ago when I was mentally roaming the world trying to find purpose in the world there was a well written poem titled: Children Of The 80′s.

Now a few years later as a parent to Ami, I think of all the things that have changed since I was her age.

As a child I could spend hours upon hours playing outside with my friends. I did this with out my mom worrying about where I was or having to check in every so often, to let mom know I was ok. This is not because my mom did not care or anything it was because the neighborhood was different, the people were different. There were also less people out on the roads, and less nutjobs in the world.

Things were so much more simple twenty years ago. I look over at my daughter and I think about how much more protective I have to be then parents did when I was her age.

Although the whole Adam Walsh thing was a little over twenty years ago, and things were still fucked up back then, now, twenty years later things are so much worse. Teenage girls are getting abducted in parking lots, stalkers and rapests are infesting on myspace, and here is my little girl at Best Buy yesterday wanting to roam the video game isle. I have to tell her to wait until I am finished with what I am doing so I can go with her. Just so I know she will be safe.

It is so unfortunate things are that way. To make matters worse Ami does not always understand why I am so strict.

She will understand when she has her own kids.. I know I did.

I still hate that fucking dog!

what ever happened too aww honey … I am sorry to see you are so tired… I understand ..

crap .. it would seem those days are over!

its all about you now isn’t it. I was warned about this. I say know you’re role and go cook me some breakfast while I unfuck your iPod once again! If you are the only one using it then logic says you are the one whom fucks it up! *smirks*

If all goes well we might not have to worry about the retards while the rents are gone!

OH! OH! by the way … all our neighbors are assholes yes indeed .. but the dog.. THE DOG! SATAN! IT MUST SRINK SOME NYQUILL!.

I would like to start off by saying…just because I was the last one to use something ,and it no longer works, doesnt mean I broke it! I know in some people’s eyes that is exactly the case..but they are wrong and i am not.

I think our neighbors need to get laid…I mean really when I need to get some I get a little bitchy and over critical…So i think they are suffering from sex withdrawl. I hoe for their sake that is the reason, otherwise they are just assholes and in that case there is no cure. They could always eat a bullet and that would cure assholeness, but I’m not wishing that on anyone *wink wink*

We have to put up with the retards for a week without their handlers…that should be fun! *I’m being sar-cast-ic* Im not opposed to cracking some skulls. Especially if they fuck with my sleeep…if the husband eucks with my sleep I crack his skull…but if he fucks me I can usually go back to sleep. Speaking of fucking I havent had any in awhile…I had to go to sleep last night super horny…and I didnt get any this morning either. I guess the honeymoon is over. All the sex we had in the beginning is tapering off. My husband is no longer interested. bummer!!! Anyone got a hairbrush?!?

I just wanted to wish all you over worked underpaid and under appreciated fathers out there a happy fathers day!!

New pictures uploaded .. if you wish to check them out .. visit ichrist / photos / Vanessa shopping.

I also added some pictures to ichrist from Ami’s recital…same deal .. photos / Ami recital.

Finally .. if you are a frequent visitor you would notice I changed the theme.. if you have never been here before then you do not give a shit!! yaay me!

You are perfect height for my to kick you in the balls, but I dont!

The reason you didnt get in more trouble for treo, was because I got Katana out of the deal…and a new green case for it. so it is like I got a new green phone. We ae all winners here. Why you all alone in shack hell today? Kids out playing? your breakfast is getting cold. Im gonna have to leave soon. Bear sad! Sad sad (almost) birthday bear! I hate the fact that you have bookworm and I dont…but i only have to wait a few weeks and there will be another phone you want to upgrade to, and then I will get treo…bookworm and all! HEE HEE.

love you bunches baby!

You are the perfect hight for head patting … so get over it.. *smirks*

I figured for sure I would have gotten into more trouble then I did for getting the Treo since I can get on the internet with the phone, browse webpages, check my email, play games (like bookworm), etc.

The stats do not tell me specifically whom has visited the site, but cities, states countries, shit like that…

I hope your head is feeling better..

You hadnt posted here in forever, and you had not made any comments on my posts as well. I didnt go anywhere…I had a lot on my plate as well!!! You spent more time with your computer than me *wipes away a tear*…just kidding. People actually come here? how many? who? I gotta go for now…but I love ya bunches

P.S. quit patting me on the head…it is belittling. I just might have to kick you in the shin.