Archive for September, 2007

How am I supposed to learn one when he keeps changing it? oh well, time to learn yet another new program.

Despite the rolling eyes of my better half I built a chrisceratops. Named after the wonderful man I have loved all of my life…whether or not he likes it is unimportant! He even made fun if me for the sound I put in it. it growls and says “I Love You!!!” which I think is terrible cute. Chris for all his big talk and toughness actually got out of bed yesterday and wanted to let me sleep. But I dont sleep well alone. So instead of staying in bed he put the chrisceratops in the bed and walked away. Can you believe the nerve of some people? I still slept after that, but so not the point. he wouldnt let me get away with some bullshit like that…if he cared whether or not I’m in the bed or not. But I think I shall go and build another animal…this time i am thinking a Tyranosaurus Chris? or a Chrisosaurus Rex? something that reminds me of him when he is in a bad mood and growling bout everything. Just like last night!

I have spent the last two days taking it easy and I have to say…that sucks! I want to get up and move around and do things that are productive…but I cannot. he thinks if I walk from the couch to the laundry room, I will break! Does this mean he might actually do the laundry? That remains to be seen. No, he is great at helping me out around the house and I am so grateful to have someone who understands the importance of things being clean. Especially at this time in our lives. The future holds great things for us…you just have to stay tuned!…

Vanessa and I were out a couple of weeks ago hanging out at the mall, and we stopped by Build A Bear. She was having such a good time picking out a character to create I decided to take some pictures.

She ended up picking out a tricaeretops, naming him Chrisceratops, getting him a mini triceratops and the rest was well interesting…

After taking out a couple of pictures I thought were uh…. things you wouldn’t want to see, I posted them on here.

You can check them out in the pictures section under Vanessa Build a Bear..

Enjoy!

He’s duped another one ladies and gents…the druggie found the woman of his dreams. She is willing to work two jobs so that he can sit on his ass and boo ho about how no one trusts him and it is hard to have to report to work everyday when you don’t want to be there. plus he has most likely told her that he is just misunderstood and no one will let him live down his troubled past. Well he has already knocked one up…this new one was dumb enough to marry the snake so she will be stuck with him if he spreads his rash…I mean seed again. Well, he is just like his father so it is not really too much of a surprise. He expects that the wife will raise the kids, make the money ,clean the house and manage all the expenses…meanwhile giving him everything he thinks he wants or needs. He has a bastard child out there and has nothing to do with it. What a winner!!! Well, he is a good con artist, but he will get his. I have done something that makes me so very proud of myself. He will finally get it in the ass for the crimes he has committed, and I feel justice will be finally served.

You see, I got my computer stolen and it went missing from his bedroom ( it used to be my room, but he couldn’t wait to get off the couch as he has no other place to sleep.), but he knew nothing about it ( natch). Then parts of it were found in his car, but OH!.. his friend gave him an identical computer to have his piece of shit father look at ( and what a coincidence) it was stolen from him!!! isn’t that odd?!? we both had machines stolen from us in a few days time. And then my parents volunteered to replace it. But when they found out what I had put together, they couldn’t afford it!!! But they keep telling me they are piecing together some Frankenstein piece of shit to appease me. But yet they had the cash to throw the druggie and his new groupie a wedding…where do you think that money came from? Oh, well!

I have an appointment with a lawyer and now that he is married, I can attach her with the debt as well. And since they have moved out of my parents house ( he had no money but he somehow acquired them a home), I can take him to small claims court and take everything they have and garnish both of their paychecks. Ain’t life grand. I will win…in small claims court the burden of proof is on HIM…all I have to do is make the accusation and he has to prove he didn’t do it. And given his record of theft and lying, who do you think is gonna be believed? I shall sleep now, knowing the world is a better place.

I took some biscuits to work with me as part of my breakfast yesterday morning. As the day progressed I did not eat the biscuits primarily because I was not hungry and I kind of forgot about them. There they sat through out the day, as the packaging became more and more decorated with variations of how to spell biscuits… biz kits .. etc.. There they sat… four in a package… Until finally one of them was taken…

Now picture with me if you will four or five fellow agents swarming around a package of biscuits like vultures… debating on whether or not they should take one… debating on how to take one.. debating on if I would care if they were eaten…

Finally .. one was taken from the baggie… and eaten… I pulled a prank on them where I came across as being upset but I just couldn’t help but laugh over how they acted over the biscuits.. it was pretty funny … I didnt have the heart to tell them there were peanut butter fudge bars Vanessa made in the other room… it was quite humor us.. I wish I would have kept the packaging.. so I could provide you a better visual of what they did… After pretending I was upset I let them finish off the rest of the biscuits since they were much more interested in eating them then I was.

That was yesterday… today I think I spent more time on the sales floor selling things then I did actually doing any work in the squad.

Funny story worth sharing…

I’m outtie!

I just want to say that I have no desire to be on the computer much anymore..especially since I am on the computer all day at work. I don’t understand how Chris can do it though. But he can spend all night on the computer after working on them all day. he is a strange breed of boy. But I sure do love him a bunch ( even if he is cheating on me with his computer)! he is the love of my life…I have never loved another human being as much as I love this man. It blows me away that it is possible to feel so enamored with a human being that didn’t come out of my body. He is the bestest boy I have ever met, and I am very lucky to be able to love him in this way. The way I have always wanted love him. I finally get to do it out in the open without feeling bad or ashamed. I am so very happy with my life. it is a feeling ,until now, I have never had. I cant say that I am unhappy with anything in my life except for little stupid shit. I care about what tomorrow brings and am excited about every new day i get to spend sharing my life with this man.

I hope that anyone who reads this has the courage to make their life into something great! that makes them happy every moment of the day and that they can be proud of. My children will know how much I am enjoying my life and hopefully it will enrich their lives and make them want to be just as happy.

well, i have finally gotten the motivation to post here again. I was starting my new job last week, and i am happy to report i think i will do well there. I am the in store sales operator and the hiring /training coordinator for best buy. Look out!.. they are letting me decide who will be hired at this location. I don’t get the final say, but if i don’t like you and pull your app, then you don’t get an interview. Unless of course you are a pet of a upper level manager and they tell me to give you a look. Not that i really have any power at all, but it is fun so far! With x mas coming up it will be interesting to see how working in a retail location pans out. I have never worked retail for the day after thanksgiving, or the week between x mas and new years . New experience. I am also working at the same location as Chris, that is a learning experience in and of itself. It is fun to have a friend to talk to that you are married to. Instant shoulder to lean on. But since we are in different departments we don’t see each other all day. so we still have bunches to talk about. it is nice. since i am not working 50 hours a week anymore and I have two days off i can actually see the kid and man more often. i like that as well.

i have to wear a uniform…that sucks big time, but i always add my funky socks to make me feel a bit better about it. Also my belt is studded so it almost looks like an overgrown dog collar…it is awesome.