Archive for March, 2008

Don’t get me wrong…I love the Nature Boy Ric Flair just as much as the next person, but I think it is time for him to retire already. He made the hall of fame and now I think he should go and enjoy his life. Give your body a rest, man! what good are you doing if you cant enjoy your family in your remaining years. You came, you wrestled, you ruled…now retire! Nothing but good memories.

I hate waiting til the last minute to order a pay-per-view…but I told chris to order it if he wanted it (wrestlemania). Well it stars in like three hours and we still havent ordered it. When I told him he needed to order it he was like you order it through the cable box (it sounded as if he was annoyed I was not doing it for him). I recorded the hall of fame induction last night and Ric Flair’s speech got cut off. Good thing he told me it wasn’t my fault ( I never thought it was)…wouldnt want to loose sleep over that *rolls eyes*! what I cant figure out, is why is the DVR my job? even his mom thinks its my job…she calls and tells me when programs are on that chris would like. I guess when I have no other job…wait, I would do all this even if I had anothr job. I’m being pissy today apparently!

Ami got her grade card today and since she has a bet with Chris…she gives it to him! She of course has already looked at the grade card and therefore she knows what’s to come. But then he won’t let ME see it. This is the first grade card he has tried to interpret, but he won’t let me help! I have only been reading them 4 times a year for the last 5 years. I just want to see the damn thing, but he won’t let me!!! I just want to see the different grades and if they have gone up or down and what comments the teacher made…I hate being the last person to see it! Once I even tried to get Ami to agree to wait for me to pick her up and then we would look at it together. But she peeked at it 1st so she would know what to expect from me (yelling and screaming or hugging and praise)! So I can’t believe they are both working against me. Oh, well.

I did too much today and I am paying the price now. I am so sore and my muscles are really stiff. That is what I get for being ambitious!!! Just trying to have a nice clean house and I pay for it! not good at all.

The seal hunt began today…I hate canada! they are being allowed to murder 275,000 seals. Most of them being infants and unable to swim or move to try and escape. they are litterally sitting ducks! Defenseless and unable to fight back or try and escape they are slaughtered. Savagely and brutally beaten and skinned alive. It should stop! It happens because they are bored and have over fished the surrounding oceans so they have to do something to occupy their time. Bastards!

I got the most beautiful pictures of Ami today. She is growing up so fast. I swear these are the most gorgeous pictures she has ever taken! She is in green with silver sandals. Her hair was all wavy and two small parts were braided away from her face…It’s hippie shic. She is breathtakingly beautiful! I don’t just say that cause I’m her mom either. She is going to be a pretty woman. I am thankful for her in my life, she is the one thing i can say I did good from that time in my life. Having a child, someone once said, is like agreeing to have your heart permanently walk around outside of your body. You become forever vulnerable.

Ok so being the LOVING … SUPPORTING… CARING…. husband that I am by creating suc … h a website where she can post a 130 times about whatever is on her mind with out having to go through a lot of work. Let’s not count the times I … nevermind …

I have not really been posting much on my other site either… I have been busy with trying to get promoted… now that I got the job getting everything taken care of … now I am going to be spending the rest of my week in Lee Summit for training … Lee Summit sucks BTW… and in my space time I have been messing with Linux a lot.. I am sure that is why she is really razzing me…

I am LOVING LINUX!! once I get the wifi drivers figured out and set up on the notebook I think I will be pretty much finished with Windows… after my meltdown last week Vanessa should be happy.. not frustrated… linux is so much better then wind-blows…

Anyway… battery is about to die…

Until next time.. it’s been your pleasure..

these animals are so cute…and vulnerable. Who could possibly let them be killed in such cruel manners (clubbing, shooting them, or skinning them alive). Do your part to help stop the cruelty to the harp seal…they are cute for a reason.

I love ‘em!…thank you russell stovers (also known as coconut clusters)!!! what a perfect snack! yummyness wrapped in deliciousness and covered in goodness. I wonder if I could make them cheaper than I can buy them? maybe worth looking into…but who wants to do all that work? they arent THAT expensive!

Chris doesnt like ichrist.org anymore…he never posts here.:razz: I think he pats himself on the back that i like posting in here. when he built the site for me, I told him i would probably never use it. this is my 130th post in a little better than a year, that is at least 10 posts a month…its a 3rd of never! anyway, he can gloat later (which if you know him…he will). if he’s not busy with Keegan

I am worried bout my doggie…she was acting funny, and she is old…and I found out that she has another tumor on her. she has cncer and I am wondering if I am being cruel to keep her around, but she still is eating and drinking, even playing once in awhile. I had an appointment to have her put to sleep tomorrow, but I just cant do it. Chris made the observation, maybe she just missed Ami ( to explain the weird behavior, cause she started acting normally yesterday) and so I am going to watch her and see if the improvements stay there. plus, I just cant do it!!! both of Ami’s dads said I should just do it and then tell Ami after the fact, I’m glad I didnt listen cause I asked Ami and she said she would have been really mad at not being able to say goodbye. But I did tell her the dog doesnt have much longer…if its not this week it should be soon. which makes me very sad!!! sometimes she gets on my nerves, but I love her a bunch…she is my friend,my family, my puppy.

I hate repeating myself! I think that I have slight rage issues. I think my brain is bleeding! It is beautiful outside today…it’s like 68 degrees. I wish it could be this nice all year round.

I am so happy that I finally get to see a picture of one of my best friends little boy. I have seen her other two kids and Ami and her daughter were best friends when they were little. they are only four months apart. But she had this little boy after she and I had moved apart. I cant wait to see his picture. This is the 1st time I have been so happy to have internet access!

Wedding season is upon us…I have already been to two and I have like two more in the very near future. What is it about spring that makes people want to get married? I for one have never desired a spring ceremony. I will get married in any other season, except spring! that is the time to fuck and get knocked up, or maybe that is the time to GIVE birth. Whatever as long as they are all happy…just give a pocketbook a break!

can the twitterpating pause?

I wonder what it would be like to be an advice columnist? I would be terrible at it! i think my favorite answer to a question would be…”shut up and quit your whining!” people really dont want to hear that as a solution to their problems! but think if more people looked at their problems that way…fewer shrinks, less self loathing, no more self analasis, less prozac, and ultimately happier people around them (the whiners)! because they dont have to listen to all that bitching! it is a win win situation , I think.

Tonight ,for dinner, I made the mostest yummiest corned beef and cabbage with potatoes and carrots. It was so good! This is the first time I have made it all by myself. I was very happy with my results. it was very tender and flavorful. It will even make reakky good sandwhiches tomorrow. I dont even usualy like corned beef. it is so much fun to play with food and make restaurant style food at home! It makes me so happy when it turns out well. Chris is so nice about it, there has only been one or two things he has not cared for. Ilike the fact that I have someone to cook for and eat with ( besides the little doodle muffin) everynight. It is such a good time. I feel good also knowing that Ami will grow up with a broader palate than mac n cheese and chicken nuggets. Even though she is gone for the week…I miss her!

today is Ami’s last day of school til the tuesday after easter…and she is going to texas for horsecamp and to be spoiled by her nana and papa. I miss her already and she hasnt even left yet! she will be coming by here to get her stuff after school, but that is all the time I will get with her. ! she was so cute last night, we were watching tv together and she helped me make dinner for the two of us, just kinda hanging out. we dont normally have time to do that. i even let her stay up an extra hour so she could finish the show we started. she is growing up so fast it it unbeleiveable.

chris and i came to a very necessary and interesting conclusion the other night… after much discussion and frustration we decided i need to tell him when he bugs me! you’d think i have no problem with that, but i didnt like to him stuff like that. no ( duh duh duh ) i can just fire away whenever i’m pissed off…he better be careful what he wished for!?! no, just kidding, it was a good talk. he doesnt want me to treat him like christopher was, because he is so much more caring than that! we will see…whatever gets me laid more often! not that i dont already get it often,but makeup sex is awesome!!! little emotion,passion, anger, intesity. hmmm!?! where is my chris again, oh yeah…he’s @ work! bummer!

it is more than the title of a song by the group Faithless, it is a problem I am suffering with! I hate 4 in the morning unless i am just going to sleep. but here I sit up since 4 writing on my webpage…fun! I wonder if a cinnamon toast bagel would be any good? I’ll get back to you on that one.

I am no longer sick, but now chris is. men are such babies when they are sick. but it’s my job to coddle him and make sure he takes his vitamins and such. Stays hydrated lots of fluids (he goes thru o.j. faster than i can make it)extra rest. you know the drill. oh well, its not so bad…at least he didnt get the vomiting thing.

today is Ami’s spring pictures and she’s gonna look so cute I cant wait to see them! She has this adorable little green dress and these sparkly silver sandals!…she looks so cute in them. then I made her hair look all beachy and cool. soft braids, waves, lots of highlights and I’ll even let her wear some makeup…nothing major but some peachy blush, contouring eyeshadow, little mascara, and some pinky lipstick or maybe peach gloss. She will look like a little surfer chic ready for the beach and some fun in the sun! I love having a girl!