Archive for May, 2010
I’m trying sooo hard!
This time of year so many things are coming to an end…TV shows, school, and winter…I find it kind of like a new begininng. At the same time so many things (that need to be done with…aren’t).
I am left wondering, is it better to change and try something new even if you are unclear the outcome? Or leave it alone and see what happens… I guess to be more simple, be proactive or retroactive?!?
The saying “If it ain’t broke, don’t fix it!” comes to mind. But who gets to decide what “Broke” is? It hurts my head!
…has absolutely no intention of behaving herself..so she’s not even going to pretend to ;)
So I have logged more hours in Dr.’s offices lately than I care to admit, and today is no exception…but all I can think about is that I want to call and reschedule. I have no idea how long it will be before I feel like going, but I know I don’t want to have to take Honey to work, then go to my appt., then pick up Kiddo and then come home and go back out (after I do the homework thing with Kiddo, cook dinner and clean it up) to get Honey later this evening! It’s all Honey’s fault…he had to be FLEXIBLE at work and tell them he would be their bitch (as far as scheduling goes)! Ya know on his days off…he don’t do a thing!
I also have an unofficial new family member…he spends more time with Honey than I do! That’s just wrong!
The final F*** you that the universe sends my way…I get to take on a TON more responsibility at work with no raise in pay. It sucks soooooo much. Don’t get me wrong I like having a job at all, I just wish I would get a bit more money cause the added stress on me is causing me pain. I’m being pressured to work more days and longer days when I do work. Why should I be physically miserable, mentally exhausted, and emotionally fried for practically no money increase?
Mother’s Day
Hope all the mom’s out there had a wonderful day with their kid’s, Mothers, and significant others. My day was great ( for the most part).
Honey made me breakfast (trust me, that is a miracle!) or eggs with chees, fruit and toast…
Kiddo made me a nice dinner (dinosaur chkn nuggets…my favorite…fresh sugar snap peas, and potatoes with a rosemary butter and green beans) she even cleaned a lot of it up. I recieved a new friend for my gift (he matches Leopold).
Now my kitties are circling round me begging for treats. Tommy is flicking me in the head with his chubby fluffy tail…Zena is curled up ] on the arm of the sofa.. Now Punkynn is on the top of the couch behind me.
I’m so tired today…can’t get enough sleep! But it has been a wonderful day!