As I begin to take my first steps on this page, I am reminded of all the places in my life where I am just begining (or beginning again). My marriage, job, house, and car are all different from one year ago today. I have a webpage that is part mine (I know nothing about computers). And a newfound happiness that I never thought possible. I am not a sappy person, but I did marry my high school sweetheart on Valentine’s Day…so I guess anything is possible.

I would like to take a moment and quote Nicolas Sparks…

“Who am I? And how, I wonder, will this story end?… The sun has come up and I am sitting by a window that is foggy with the breath of a life gone by…I wonder if this is how it is for everyone my age…The romantics would call this a love story,the cynics would call it a tragedy. In my mind it’s a bit of both, and no matter how you choose to view it in the end, it does not change the fact that it involves a great deal of my life and the path I’ve chosen to follow.”

This, I feel, speaks to the way I got to have the wonderful husband I have. This is our page, so I feel it belongs here. If you don’t like it…then GO THE FUCK AWAY!!!

I will not always be so girly,but today i am!

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, “I Love You,”
And the way you’re always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.