I am starting a list of people I want to tell this…on a regular basis! and it aint a short one!!! why is it that people have to share their misery with everyone else? it is one thing to let off some steam, but to be an asshole just for the sake of doing it is retarded. Oh i wish I could just start handing out cards or something when someone is really being a douche that say…”Go fuck yourself!” I bet if I had 500 printed I could give them out in a few days (mostly to the same people repeatedly). I am so tired of pretending certain people dont bug me or make me want to hurt them. I can see why people love paintball…there are a couple I could think of at the moment whom I would love to hit them in the face with a few thousand paintballs.

My nickname is Nessie…I was watching a show on finding the loch ness monster ( they were looking all the way in Scotland,not knowing I am here in good ol’ Kansas). They showed the cutest little stuffed Nessie! I want one so bad! but I cant order it over the internet *tears and sadness*. I am going to have to go all the way to scotland to get the damn thing…that sucks!!! oh, well at least they got the surronded in water thing…it is raining cats and dogs right now. I am thinking of building an ark. If I start gathering animals, then you may know we have a problem.