Ami got her grade card today and since she has a bet with Chris…she gives it to him! She of course has already looked at the grade card and therefore she knows what’s to come. But then he won’t let ME see it. This is the first grade card he has tried to interpret, but he won’t let me help! I have only been reading them 4 times a year for the last 5 years. I just want to see the damn thing, but he won’t let me!!! I just want to see the different grades and if they have gone up or down and what comments the teacher made…I hate being the last person to see it! Once I even tried to get Ami to agree to wait for me to pick her up and then we would look at it together. But she peeked at it 1st so she would know what to expect from me (yelling and screaming or hugging and praise)! So I can’t believe they are both working against me. Oh, well.

I did too much today and I am paying the price now. I am so sore and my muscles are really stiff. That is what I get for being ambitious!!! Just trying to have a nice clean house and I pay for it! not good at all.

The seal hunt began today…I hate canada! they are being allowed to murder 275,000 seals. Most of them being infants and unable to swim or move to try and escape. they are litterally sitting ducks! Defenseless and unable to fight back or try and escape they are slaughtered. Savagely and brutally beaten and skinned alive. It should stop! It happens because they are bored and have over fished the surrounding oceans so they have to do something to occupy their time. Bastards!

I got the most beautiful pictures of Ami today. She is growing up so fast. I swear these are the most gorgeous pictures she has ever taken! She is in green with silver sandals. Her hair was all wavy and two small parts were braided away from her face…It’s hippie shic. She is breathtakingly beautiful! I don’t just say that cause I’m her mom either. She is going to be a pretty woman. I am thankful for her in my life, she is the one thing i can say I did good from that time in my life. Having a child, someone once said, is like agreeing to have your heart permanently walk around outside of your body. You become forever vulnerable.