I have been so busy lately…with NOTHING! i couldnt tell you what i have been doing but i feel as if have been running around like crazy. I want to find a job! I need to find a jobl ! things are getting weird without it. let’s just say it will make EVERYONE feel better. why is it a peson can tell you all the good things in the world, but as soon as they say a few bad things…that you believe!! I feel as though it is my own mentality…but I cant help but be deeply affected by it. why can i not get past it? i want to. i am trying to get past it. i just cant seem to let it go…just when i think that it is going away, it rears its ugly head. why is the shit harder to get rid of mentally? I just want to put it all behind me…I will, it just wont happen as soon as most would like it to. take care

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