I am always giving way more of myself than i ever get back from anyone else. with everyone, i cancel my own plans to do things for them and then when i ask them to do things for me it isn’t convenient. but then when i get upset I’m the bitch. go figure! it goes back to my strongly held belief that people will let you down if given the chance…the trick is not to give them the chance to disappoint you. selfishness is not cool! but how i end up surrounded by it i will never know.

I’m sure everyone I’m not talking bout will take this personally, and the people whom i am referring to will think it isn’t about them. so it goes…at least i got it off my chest. not that it will make the monster go away. the monster has been very persistent lately. Halloween is all about monsters.