Life would be so much easier if i could get away with anything I wanted to and there would be no repercussions! If i could get away with anything and I had someone to cover my tracks and make everything go away and tell people I wasnt guilty…man that would be awesome. I wouldnt kill anyone or maim or hurt people, but I would have a lot more fun than I do now that is for sure. I wouldnt have to work, or be responsible…I would have someone to do that for me. When I wanted something I would just fuss and whine and get what I wanted ( no, that would not be me as a toddler, I am talking as an adult!) whenever I wanted.

there is a reason life doesnt work like that…it isnt right, and it doesnt do anyone any favors. How can people learn to be porductive members of our society if they have no accountability? Being twenty two and having no home, responsibilities, family,job,ambition, or direction is not a desired place to be in life. It is also not something to be celebrated as a priviledge. I like the fact that I have a conscience, it is one thing to want to hurt people and another to actually do it. but I guess when no one really cares what you do ,there is also no one to tell you that behaviour is wrong and will not be tolerated. That means no one wants you to be around them ( awww how lonely you must be) if they cant trust you and dont like you why include you? That would be a terrible way to spend one’s life…alone and always looking over your shoulder. Because you are bound to fuck over the wrong people once or twice…and paybacks are a bitch!!!

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