pregnancy

I just want to say that I have no desire to be on the computer much anymore..especially since I am on the computer all day at work. I don’t understand how Chris can do it though. But he can spend all night on the computer after working on them all day. he is a strange breed of boy. But I sure do love him a bunch ( even if he is cheating on me with his computer)! he is the love of my life…I have never loved another human being as much as I love this man. It blows me away that it is possible to feel so enamored with a human being that didn’t come out of my body. He is the bestest boy I have ever met, and I am very lucky to be able to love him in this way. The way I have always wanted love him. I finally get to do it out in the open without feeling bad or ashamed. I am so very happy with my life. it is a feeling ,until now, I have never had. I cant say that I am unhappy with anything in my life except for little stupid shit. I care about what tomorrow brings and am excited about every new day i get to spend sharing my life with this man.

I hope that anyone who reads this has the courage to make their life into something great! that makes them happy every moment of the day and that they can be proud of. My children will know how much I am enjoying my life and hopefully it will enrich their lives and make them want to be just as happy.

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