today is father’s day…chris had to work so we gave him father’s day yesterday. he had to work then too, but he didnt go in until like 230 or so. we made him his favorite breakfast and gave him his gifts and crds then doted on him til he had to leave. when he came home from work i made him some homeade ice cream,apple pie flavor, and i think it is gross…but he thinks its ok. i think it may not have been so bad if i had out some chopped apples in it and more cream…live and learn.

I have had so many birthdays to deal with this month 11 bdays and 3 anniversaries and father’s day! busy month (actually september is the busy month…that’s when all these june babies were conceived!)!!! i am ready to have my bday over with! i’m not bummed bout turning 30…im very happy to be out of my 20′s (they werent the best times i’ve had, and being in my 30′s makes me feel more like an adult)! like i could actually be considered an adult *HEE HEE!* more and more i am getting less and less excited bout the actual day i turn 30, and more excited bout after. i am in a bday funk. i wanted the day off from everything, and that isnt gonna happen. i have all this shit i gotta do i dont want to. i think i’ll have two or three hours that i dont have to give my attention to anyone else. maybe i’ll go to bed early and get on with being 30…that doesnt sound like a bad plan at all! i did get some really cute gifts (i like getting them when they are 1st purchased, not waiting for a month after its bought and wondering.) i love my little miss molly and everyone who sees my new phine holder always goes crazy and is like “Where on earth did you get that?!? that is so cute and I have never seen anything like that!”.

toni got me some really nice scented candles that I LOVE so much! she hated that store! the store smells VERY STRONG and they have about 100 different varieties so all those scents mingle together candles, soaps, oils, perfumes, room sprays, and aromatherapy it can be overwhelming! she and ami made me smell this nasty caramel candle and it was so bad i think it burnt my nose hair! we had fun!

I want chocolate tuxedo strawberries and deluxe rockyroad caramel apple from the rocky mountain chocolate company up at the legends shopping center. but i may go out and gt them for myself on tuesday…my gift to myself for being done with my awful bday. i know this is all very emo, but i’m just waiting for it all to be done with! i want a bunch of balloons too, but i just cant see buying myself 25 bday balloons that would be so sad! but i may go out and get 2 of those 16 in. balloons ami picked 4 toni’s bday. I was so upset that it popped b4 toni could see it. but toni sure did enjoy the long phallic yellow one, she kept stroking it and doin all sort of suggestive things to it. it was the 1st 1 to start drooping (it couldn’t keep UP with her! *grins*). but those balloons i got her on tuesday around lunch time were still floating really well Friday when we left work…the high float was supposed to keep them up 4 24-48 hours. they lasted almost 2x that long. tuesday things will be better…I hope!